Nothing
Is it possible to feel nothing? Not in any specific circumstance per se, but in general - do you think that’s possible? If hearts worked like computers and you could connect mine to a hard drive to read it and see what’s in there at this very moment, it would probably be a 404 error.
And yet, I’m sitting here at my desk, writing this after watching Marley & Me for the 17th time all because I wanted to purge all of it. I don’t know what’s in there, but I didn’t like it festering. It was making me distant, irritable, apathetic, cold.
If there was a switch I could flip that made me instantly happy - I would avoid it. This is what’s going through my mind. I’m no stranger to love in all forms; the romantic kind, the familial kind and the friendly kind. Everyone I know would probably look at me and all that I have, stumped as to what I could possibly have to be sad about.
Am I sad? Is...