The Big 2-0

Though people sometimes say that turning 20 is somewhat dreadful because gone are the teenage years and partying around.

I don’t know if it’s because I rarely or never ever party around (Yes, I’m boring), but hitting the big 2-0 actually is pretty exciting to me. It feels good to say that I’m 20 this year, it feels good to be working and earning some money on my own (no I don’t pay the bills).

It feels good to be able to say that I’ve experienced certain things, and to be learning new things. I’ve been constantly fickle about what I want to do in the future, and being a half-dult doesn’t seem to instantly force me to make up my mind, if anything, I think I am more open to trying new things and making new friends.

Hey, one step at a time right?

It was a great birthday this year, thanks to many people, new and old. I’m learning to be grateful for the friends that I have and to be accepting of new ones that might be, so if I need just a little more time, I hope in the end it will be.